God

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My Father’s Vision
Every day since I’ve been born, people have expected so much out of me. Try to imagine waking up in the morning, and not knowing what it is like to be imperfect. Every day I awake with a feeling that I don’t know what I am suppose to do in life. People pull and tug on me from all directions trying to influence my decisions.
I live with my mom and my step-dad. I love my family more than anything. They are understanding of whom I am, and what I want to become in life. My step-dad works with his hands, and has taught me all the tricks of the trade. My mom is adored by mostly everyone, and she is just perfect. She gives me the space when I need to try and figure out things, but she is also my mother and I respect her. Respecting my mother is something that I take very seriously. Anyone that does not respect their mother is showing a sign of weakness.
My father is a person that I talk to on an everyday basis. We have a very strong relationship that is built around communication. I often do not understand some of my father’s wishes or visions on what he wants me to do in life, but he respects me enough to let me make my own decisions. He is wise, and I know that I should always listen to what he has to say, but I feel like I need to live my life too. I am a young man in the prime of my life and often want to give into temptation, but through the communication between my father and me, I try to understand my role and act appropriately. I don’t understand why my father puts so much pressure on me, and I don’t always want to be put under such scrutiny. Every little thing I do he judges me. If I am talking to a group of people, he is there making sure I am speaking properly. Even when I am out with my friends, I don’t have the freedom to be goofy or just clown around for a while because I am so worried that I am going to make a mistake. I try to talk to my friends about the whole situation, but either th...