Journey

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For most of my life I have been horribly afraid of the dark. I have, for as long as I can recall, slept with a night light burning brightly in the socket next to my bed. I'm not comfortable sharing my total reason with many people, only my boyfriend and two people I have considered best friends really know. One main reason I am afraid of the dark is because without my glasses or contacts on, my vision in the dark is almost none. Even with them in the dark I haven't got the ability to see things in any kind of focus. Another reason may be that I have a severely overactive imagination (which is okay until the sun goes down).
My boyfriend and some of my closest friends love the dark. They love the warm fuzzy feeling you get when you have your eyes open in a totally dark room, seeing nothing with open eyes. This has always driven me nuts, I hate not seeing with my eyes open. They began to pester me, tell me I could get rid of this fear, that in the future it would be good to not freak out if the power goes out. I brushed them aside, saying that I could be afraid of the dark if I wanted, humoring my paranoia harmed no one. But after a while of them whining about me with my flashlight, I decided that I could break this "irrational fear of the absence of light".
I started simply, shutting off the light while I was in a group of people. Then I began to shut off the light for short periods of time in my room at night. Then I took a huge step -- I shut off my night light and tried to go to sleep.
Lying in bed I listened to sounds, opening my eyes when one startled me. I did this several times, closing my eyes again quickly against that horrible fuzzy feeling. Then I began to pick up my glasses to check the time -- every two minutes. I pulled the covers over my head when I heard the goblins crawl out from under my bed. Then pinned the blankets under my pillow when I heard the vampire in my closet sneak out. When I heard the spidergnomes come...