Dramatic Monolouge For Interview With The Vampire

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I really don’t know what I should do. Lestat makes it seem as if it is no big deal. He goes through them like pennies, but I can’t help but hold on to a sliver of humanity. These people have lives, families, hopes and dreams. Who am I to take that all away from them- for what? For a demonic creature that should never have come to be. For a monster. I hate him for making me this. I hate everything about him, his arrogance, his nonchalance about everything, life, killing. It seems the only thing he actually cared about was his father, and now he’s gone. I want to leave him, go off on my own, start a new life. A horrible, lonely life. Perhaps Claudia will come with me, I love her too much to leave her with him. Ah, but she is even more bloodthirsty that she is, with the gluttony of a child that matches her doll-like face, going through five or six feedings a night. Alas, I cannot leave even with her. I need to know. I need him to tell me if there are others like us, and how we came to be. I want to know why we are what we are. I want to know everything. My curiosity could never be sated, even before… the change. I would spend hours in the library, or arguing theology with my beloved brother, God rest his soul. There was never an end to the things I could find out. But I fear they have come to an end now. There is nothing more I care to learn about than our background, the vampires history, and that is information Lestat will not divulge. I sometimes wonder if he even knows where we came from. He seems to know enough about turning one. I still remember the night he turned me…

I was still mourning my brother’s death, feeling the fault in my heart, even if no one but me could see it. I had lost all will for a normal life, or any life at all. That is when he found me, and he seemed so elegant, so beautiful. He wrapped me in his cold embrace and all but drained me of my blood, and left me for dead. But ...